A few years back, I was of the opinion that I had great mathematical and verbal skills. It was probably the memorized meanings of a hundred odd words that made me feel so. Exacerbating, as I would say now, to this was the response of my peers who always thought I had done a job well beyond their capability. I can't be very sure of their nature of exaggeration, but I know that greater trouble fell upon me by believing them. It was this unripe satisfaction that prevented me from pushing my boundaries ahead. Nevertheless, I did enjoy that time.
The New Players
The entrance to a college marks the line where professionalism begins. The entrants here are kids, just liberated from school who have an unmatched verve to explore the possibilities that exist around. On the exit side are the passed out students, who are much consented to avail a job that doesn't pay terribly low.
There is really just one course in the entire curriculum, and academics is only a portion of it. However, the highly subjective nature of this curriculum, prevents me from even trying to add a name or a tag to it. In my case though, I would say it was relentless and shallow attempts of earning. All those attempts have not been materialistically fruitful to me. Not only this, they have also taken the peace of mind away from me since I feel difficult to concentrate on anything long enough. Personally, this is one of the most serious diseases I might ever be able to catch.
Today's incident of the mock-test evicted me of the mental treasures I assumed I possessed. Speed-solving is now out of cache, and verbal ability more than just sympathy and resolutions. Of the 16 questions I attempted in Verbal Ability I went wrong on 9, which is 56.25% of the attempts. That is terrible- it means that on the battlefield, there are more chances that I would shoot my own camp and only leave the opponents happy with their unused weaponry. More importantly, this is not enough to clear the cut-off and I am presently not even remotely good enough to defend all the leverage I seek to possess.
For those who seek to attain it, hope has always been the best friend to alleviate personal dissatisfaction and I aim to be no exception this time.
The New Players
The entrance to a college marks the line where professionalism begins. The entrants here are kids, just liberated from school who have an unmatched verve to explore the possibilities that exist around. On the exit side are the passed out students, who are much consented to avail a job that doesn't pay terribly low.
There is really just one course in the entire curriculum, and academics is only a portion of it. However, the highly subjective nature of this curriculum, prevents me from even trying to add a name or a tag to it. In my case though, I would say it was relentless and shallow attempts of earning. All those attempts have not been materialistically fruitful to me. Not only this, they have also taken the peace of mind away from me since I feel difficult to concentrate on anything long enough. Personally, this is one of the most serious diseases I might ever be able to catch.
Today's incident of the mock-test evicted me of the mental treasures I assumed I possessed. Speed-solving is now out of cache, and verbal ability more than just sympathy and resolutions. Of the 16 questions I attempted in Verbal Ability I went wrong on 9, which is 56.25% of the attempts. That is terrible- it means that on the battlefield, there are more chances that I would shoot my own camp and only leave the opponents happy with their unused weaponry. More importantly, this is not enough to clear the cut-off and I am presently not even remotely good enough to defend all the leverage I seek to possess.
For those who seek to attain it, hope has always been the best friend to alleviate personal dissatisfaction and I aim to be no exception this time.